Me

mickjaggerlover @ 2007-12-03T18:46:00

2007-12-04T03:05:35Z

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i am going to be back oh so very soon!!!!!
i will be leaving here on friday and ariving there on saturday....=-D

this song makes me miss oakland, lily allen is super cute!

mickjaggerlover @ 2007-10-15T14:26:00

2007-10-15T21:30:49Z

fuckin cigarettes

awe yea

2007-09-24T21:16:21Z

I had my first classes today. It went so well <3
The writing class will be nice cause the articles we are writing responses to are really interesting and I need help with my writing.
The intro to comp. politics professor was awesome. He had an engaging way of presenting the material that was broken down well enough for me to actually follow the class easily (nothing against Mr. James but the way he spoke made it really hard for me to grasp something’s).
Then my social inequalities class was a blast. The teacher is this old man who thinks that the label liberal is to conservative to use to describe him. He is biased, and he admits that, and he tends to rant about his personal life, but his ideas are really progressive and he is once again, engaging.
in other words...hu rah!
I hope I continue to enjoy them=-)

P.S. I miss you guys so much, but in regards to my last post, I met some people and I am starting to get more comfortable in Eugene.

hi again...

2007-09-23T06:26:34Z

im at college. and i feel like a freak. cause it is my first Saturday, and i am sitting in my room, not going out, i haven't met anyone who i wanted to chill with and now i am stuck without friends feeling like quite the looser...i can hear everyone outside partying. man do i wish i had someone to hang out with...fuck...im feeling really down...i just want some friends...

im sorry, blech i am so emotional sometimes. im fine, its only my second day, i will get over it...=-P

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-10-08T16:28:00

2006-10-08T23:34:15Z

hi, its been a long time
my computer at home wont even turn on now
so i dont get to go online a lot
i like it better that way
i get stressed out when i go online
theres to much stuff im supposed to check/do
anyway...
i just went back and read a bunch of old posts by people
i gota say(i dont want to say names) but the ones where the friends are fighting almost made me cry
i dont know
it just made me really sad
im not involved with it at all
but it made me really sad
yeah...
so the internet is stressfull
loves

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-09-16T19:08:00

2006-09-17T02:09:06Z

hi
<3
i love you guys=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-08-04T13:39:00

2006-08-04T20:41:24Z

so i still love you all
but i will not be able to hang out with anyone untill monday is over
im going to be inside my house doing homework or cleaning
but the good news is that at the end of this week my job is going to be over
and i will be oh so vary free to frolic in the summer sun=-)
loves
=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-08-02T12:58:00

2006-08-02T20:01:22Z

i saw rent last night
on stage
YYYEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
collins has always and will forever be my favorite charicter(from anything ever made)
=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-08-01T13:20:00

2006-08-01T20:23:39Z

RRREEEENNNNTTT...yEAh=-)

p.s. Iain, a friend of mine and i would like to get together and make stencles, and i thought it would be fun to do that with you there, you could sort of guide us along while we did it, + it would just be fun, so if you would like to, tell me when you are free, i know your going away somewhere soon....

lesbian quiz

2006-07-31T20:09:50Z

1. Are you girly?
i dono...sometimes

2. Do you like bi girls?
yeah, i dont see the difference it would make for me to date a bi girl or a lesbian

3. Are you a good kisser?
poeple have told me so, and i have gotten tips from people i have done stuff with so im probably alright

4. Whats your favorite thing about girls?
i like their softer facial features, their curvs, eyes, lips...everything=-)

5. Least fav. thing about girls?
well, its not just girls but i dont like dishonet/to shy to tell you whats really going on people

6. Do you play softball?
nope

7. Which would you prefer beach or movie?
beach, but a movie is better if the weather is really bad

8. Do you like to make the first move?
i dont mind either way, but if i make the first move i dont want to make the second one

9. How many times have you been asked "how do 2 girls have sex?"
none, but i have had someone tell me that what lesbians consider haveing sex is what other poeple consider foreplay...

10. How many times have you been asked "are you the girl or guy in the relationship"?
never

11. Do your parents know?
yep

12. Coke or Dr. Pepper?
coke

13. Nike...adidas...kswiss...puma?
puma i guess...

15. Have you ever been cheated on?
yes, kinda

17. Whats your favorite color?
green

18. Do you do any drugs or drink?
no

19. Do you have any piercings??
nose and belly button, and i want the middle of my lip but i cant till im 18

20. Do you know at least one lesbian that sings and plays guitar at a local coffee shop?
no

21. Have you ever seen But I'm a Cheerleader?
yEAh

22. Lost and Delirious?
nope

23. Bound?
nope

24. Gia?
yEAh, come on, Angelina Jolie gets naked with another woman in that movie, i couldnt miss it

25. D.E.B.S.?
nope

26. Boys Don't Cry?
damn, after i finished that movie i let the credits role and i cryed for at least 20 minuets

27. Better Than Chocolate?
nope

28. Kissing Jessica Stein?
nope...im really not cultured at all

29. Who's your favorite famous lesbian?
i dono, i dont have one

30. Do you love Angelina Jolie?
YEAH!!!

31. Do you own a pair of cargo shorts?
i dont know, maybe, i have big baggy guy shorts with lots of big pockets...

32. Polo shirts?
yep

33. Admit it, do you pop your collar?
no

33. Ever wear boxers?
no

34. Do you wear make up?
yep

35. Have you ever given someone flowers?
yep

36. Wrote a poem or song for one?
yep

37. Had a girl give you flowers or write a poem?
yep

38. Are you just as bad as one of the guys when watching a football game?
no

39. Do all of your friends know about you?
yep, its a little hard to hide it

40. How'd that go?
meh, it had its good moments and its bad, but overall im so much happyer being out

41. What about the rest of your family?
my family spreads news like a wild fire, even if you tell them you seriously dont want them to tell anyone yet

42. Have any tattoos?
no

43. Do you like tattoos and piercings on a girl?
yep

44. Are you confident in bed?
i am now

45. Do you like taking the lead or letting someone else?
both are fun, right now im in a taking the lead mood, but im not like that all of the time

46. Who do you think is the hottest L word character?
how can anyone not say shane, but my second favorite is laura

47. Do you like to refer to yourself as lesbian, lesbo, gay, homo?
either lesbian or gay

48. Do you shop more in the girl's or guy's side of stores?
girls

49. Have you ever noticed the difference between a gay girls and a straight girls dancing style?
a little

50. Can you be caught wearing a hat a lot?
sometimes i wear the hats that i croche

51. Have you ever been to a pride festival or parade?
yEAh

52. Is chapstick a must for you when going out?
kinda, my lips chap really easy

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-07-27T12:30:00

2006-07-27T19:33:15Z

rose cut my hair
and as soon as i can find someone to borrow a camera from(or buy my own)
than i will post pictures
but its a lot shorter
=-)
loves

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-07-23T05:51:00

2006-07-23T06:19:28Z

hmn
i went to rose and zinas camp today
camp winnarainbow
it was really sweet
everyone was really loving and i ran into riley
he introduced me to some people there as his "friend"
i felt special since i only met him this year
and talked to him/hung out with him maybe 4 times

yeah and everyone there was uuuber nice
but it was as hot as a mofo
DAMN

ROSE CW
um...off subject, but i need to get my hair cut
i have two different ideas
i think i need to grow my hair out for both of them
but i could get it cut the short version of the cut that i want
whatever happens it has to happen soon
cause my hair is becoming unmanageable
it looks weird

GOALS FOR NEXT WEEK
-hang out with people that i have neglected(make plans to hang out with)
-get my hair cut
(side bar:rose fj is not the fire)
-get bank account
-do most of my comp. gov summer work

loves=-)

dude, i am way to much of a dog person

2006-07-21T19:55:06Z

i just found a dog hair in my soup
that i made at work
that shits crazy...damn...

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-07-21T10:25:00

2006-07-21T17:26:44Z

so since its another spare the air day
i think we should go to the city
the city is also supposed to have nice weather today
so call me
or ill call you
=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-07-21T00:34:00

2006-07-21T07:35:10Z

http://www.lisafalzon.com/art/secret/sites/fourhoarse.htm

i stumbled opon this site
i like her art

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-07-20T12:38:00

2006-07-20T19:53:02Z

so ive been pretty buisy lately
just going to work and chilling with people after
the day before yesterday i got my first pay check from work
and my parents bought their first brand new car
its a honda hybrid
pretty tight
it has its own navigation system and such
its kinda creepy when it talks to you though

um, so to celebrate rose and i wanted to go out to an expencive resturant
and we did
we were all exited to see how much money we had spent
and the bill came out to $36.70
for both of us
but i told my parents where we went and they said it is an expencive resturant
its just that most people spend a lot of money for alchohal and meat
which neiter rose or i were interested in
but the food was really good
and filling

oh man
work today has been weird
i was finishing filing this project that i have been working on
and i leave my office, come back and a something i had filed disipeared
i cant find it in the whole building
so i have a whole bunch of other stuff i have to get done now because of it
damn
the worst part is that it also causes all of this other work for the co worker who shares my office
so i feel incredibly guilty about it
but also sort of angry because i feel like its some trick
how can a stack of papers disipear
mreaghhahahahahahhah

oh well

on another note i ran into josh the other day
it was really unexpected
i havent seen him in about a year
and it was suprizingly not weird

yeah
i miss some people cause i havnt had a lot of extra time
like i need to hang out with dawn
i havent seen her in so long
and the stoners need to have an reunion
badly

im going online a lot more because of work
at home my computer is really finicy
so its to much work to go on vary offten
but my computer here, in my office is perfect
and i feel like im in touch with my friends when i go online during lunch

i want to go shoping today
but i cant think of anyone who would want to go shoping

yeah, so thats life
loves=-)

p.s. in the car this morning i played my zombies cd and my step dad got really un comfortable and asked me if i really liked this kind of music. he said that it was like really flower child hippyesk, it was weird cause i dont see it as that at all...

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-07-02T22:03:00

2006-07-03T05:20:51Z

soooooooo, ive become a working stiff
i got an office job and im working from 8:00 to 4:30 mon-fri
its kinda a sucky job but im only doing it for 6 weeks and im getting 2,600 $'s
and im takeing a class at laney to make up for the math class i failed this year, and im basicly flaking out on doing a whole bunch of other things i expected to get done this summer because of it
damn...
oh well
um but i still have free time on the weekends and after work fridays
yay=-)

ohohoh we have a new puppy
shes a teenager and we think shes a mix between a sharpe and a pit bull
her name is lulu
shes so cute
but my dog mojo hates her
and she plays really violently with my crazy dog kimba

im reading another stephen king novle
the shining
its kinda creeping me out
and the other day i went to the marin county fair
as i entered i saw that they had hedges cut into animal shapes
i had read the part about them in the shining in the car right before we went in
i was pretty shaken
now im reading it alone in an empty house
i had to turn the tv on so that i didnt get to spooked

ok well im going to get back to reading
and im gona call people to hang out next weekend
so...be available...i order you to be=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-06-12T20:05:00

2006-06-13T03:11:49Z

Gay Prom
once again so fucking amazing
it was also my one year aniversery of being out to my family
i have a date with the cutest girl
and you know what is way to amazing
im totaly over you know who
i saw her
and i thought i would want to talk to her
but i didnt
and i really have no urge to ever talk to her again
=-)
loves=-)

ps my birthday is on friday+the end of the year=-)=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-06-02T07:48:00

2006-06-02T14:50:06Z

GAY PROM
JUNE 10TH
YAY

i think im gona try to take pictures like of my friends and stuff
cause i have a camera
a jankedy one, but it still works and i never use it
so now im going to
if i remember....=-)
loves

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-05-29T22:44:00

2006-05-30T05:50:48Z

i have two new bras
three new pairs of underwear
a new dress
and possibly a new dating prospect
but ultimatly
i have no homework done........fuck
what the fuck is wrong with me
i never do my homework
well maybe ill just fail at life and see where it takes me
loves to all

if you have a problem with people posting thier true thougts, and think its "emo", then de-friend me

2006-05-24T05:55:37Z

i feel the need to write something here
but i cant think of what to write
i dont know if its because my life has sudenly become unimportant to me
or if its because the quantity of what i want to say is too overwhelming
sometimes, acutaly most of the time
i feel that i cannot express myself correctly through any medium
through painting i dont feel that im expressing myself as much i feel that im simply playing with pigments and brush strokes
and though its true
that at times i can come vary close to fully expressing myself thorough the manipulation of words
a lot of the time i feel incomprehencable, and incomprehendable
i cannot releace
even if i could express a momentary feeling
i dont think i would recognize it a second after
im constently changing and conflicting myself

man, im even confusing myself just trying to write about my confusion
im really scared
i feel really lost
maybe it will only last for the rest of highschool
or collige
or maybe it will never go away
who knows?

lesbians=-)

2006-05-15T16:30:33Z

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-05-03T08:01:00

2006-05-03T15:09:10Z

im sick still
i think it might be depressing me
or something is cause i am just feeling bad
unhappy
i really dont like it
its much more fun to be happy and bubbley
but i cant force myself to stop feeling bad
so....i guess i just have to wait it out
but ive been having a few moments of happyness
like seeing brick yesterday
it was hecka fun
emma and i got jaw breakers
and sat really close to the front of the theater
the movie was amazing
it was like intence film noir
but at a modern day high school
man it was awesome
ok
loves=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-04-28T11:13:00

2006-04-28T18:19:18Z

so im a little freaked out cause i might have toxic shock
meh, i think ill go to the doctor tonight
but im really happy with how the day of silence went
we had a silent lunch and it was beautiful
so many people(who are some of the loudest people i know) were just sitting in the middle of the front of our school
about half of us dressed in black
just chilling
showing friendship and love without words and small talk
i loved it
then i got sick
but funness came out of that too cause i saw the first episode of the l word
and man im so in love with that show
im not sure its actualy that good
but there are just so many HOT girls getting naked and having sex
how could i not love it
=-)

mickjaggerlover @ 2006-04-23T23:03:00

2006-04-24T06:16:44Z

weekend=awesomeness=friday(climbing on playstructures+making dasie chains+listening to christov play guitar+watching wanes world+shwing+ariel and rose and christov battling over what music to listen to)satuday(waking up to bannana pancakes and coffee at roses house+rushing home+playing with playdough and listening to gravy train in the car with rose and emma and artimis+seeing an amazing circus show staring zena+bart rides and fun conversation+getting home+making presents,cleaning my room,chilling to my new mix rose made, and doing hecka homework)sunday(homework+cleaning+visiting my wall,otherwize know as girlcircle)=love

walden and civil disobediance+legacy of luna= books that i have fallen in love with and live by

=-)
i love my friends